Let’s make a deal that I’ll get over you and you’ll think about me every day Let’s role play you- not being an ******* Or pretend that I don’t have addictive tendencies And want us to happen 100000 more times It gets better and then it gets worse and then it gets better but I’m gonna be like Nah, I don’t trust anything, I don’t have faith in anything. When I look into your eyes; all I’ll ever see are future disappointments But what difference does it make? I’ll let you hurt me beautifully in all ways imaginable I know I can count on you to let me down But in all actuality, it’s not you; it’s my shattered fantasy of you.