As my mind spins around I feel six feet underground A noose around my throat A fall in the water wish I brung my coat A car crash where I die But to afraid to say goodbye The feeling of being numb As I see death come I turn away To go with him another day Then wondering when As I walk back to where I have been As my life goes on I will sit here at dawn Wishing to fall Or get a life saving phone call See I won't die Or say goodbye But everyday I get closer to death Because I'm not scared of taking my last breath