Jul 2017
Standing at my own casket
Watching my mother
Cry tears that I could
Only feel
Trying to
Touch her to let her
Know I'm still here
But she can't feel
I'm fading in the wind
Forced to watch the woman
I love cry tears of pain
Because the impact
Of my death
Paralyzed her mind
Blurred her veins
I'm lost in another facade world
HELP ME ESCAPE
The life I hated
the pain that was
Once created
The room
Of lies and tears
And shame
Now I'm
Lost in a dream I can't
Return from fighting battles
With my self fighting my self to
Survive only to keep living
With a broken LIE
shattered my soul
destroyed my ego
So I SCREAM LORD HELP ME
GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE
THE LIGHTS WHEN DARK AND MY Mind went BLANK AND GOD GRANTED ME
A SECOND CHANCE
I'm living on borrowed time
To let you hear my pain
Fix your shame and guilt
So to my broken queens
FIX YOUR CROWN
So before you
Write that letter
Before you end your
Life think
About
The pain that
Your giving to
Someone
Else
So put down the knife
Flush the pills
Pick up a pen
And write
Your life
And later down the line
YOULL NOTICE YOU
FOUGHT A GREAT
FIGHT
So before you end your life
Open
Your eyes and grab your pain and create
A right
Put down the belt
And
Save your life
XoXo
The Gift That God Saved
Watching my mother
Cry tears that I could
Only feel
Trying to
Touch her to let her
Know I'm still here
But she can't feel
I'm fading in the wind
Forced to watch the woman
I love cry tears of pain
Because the impact
Of my death
Paralyzed her mind
Blurred her veins
I'm lost in another facade world
HELP ME ESCAPE
The life I hated
the pain that was
Once created
The room
Of lies and tears
And shame
Now I'm
Lost in a dream I can't
Return from fighting battles
With my self fighting my self to
Survive only to keep living
With a broken LIE
shattered my soul
destroyed my ego
So I SCREAM LORD HELP ME
GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE
THE LIGHTS WHEN DARK AND MY Mind went BLANK AND GOD GRANTED ME
A SECOND CHANCE
I'm living on borrowed time
To let you hear my pain
Fix your shame and guilt
So to my broken queens
FIX YOUR CROWN
So before you
Write that letter
Before you end your
Life think
About
The pain that
Your giving to
Someone
Else
So put down the knife
Flush the pills
Pick up a pen
And write
Your life
And later down the line
YOULL NOTICE YOU
FOUGHT A GREAT
FIGHT
So before you end your life
Open
Your eyes and grab your pain and create
A right
Put down the belt
And
Save your life
XoXo
The Gift That God Saved
Killing your self to escape your pain is only creating pain in the ones you love
Not being able to share your battle wounds
And face the demons
Soon becomes a facade
So behind the smile it tells plenty of lies
But open your self and let people in let them hear your pain your ashamed of
And one day you'll wake up and notice
No matter what's been thrown at you
You will always
Overcome it
And if no one every told
Your battle wounds are beautiful
So embrace them
I was once broken
And this poetry is a
Insight
Of what I use
To feel
Not being able to share your battle wounds
And face the demons
Soon becomes a facade
So behind the smile it tells plenty of lies
But open your self and let people in let them hear your pain your ashamed of
And one day you'll wake up and notice
No matter what's been thrown at you
You will always
Overcome it
And if no one every told
Your battle wounds are beautiful
So embrace them
I was once broken
And this poetry is a
Insight
Of what I use
To feel
