suddenly i am falling fast
into this vast deep sea
splashing and i felt the waves crash through me
i didn't try
no, not at all
to swim or move
i knew you wouldn't be coming to save me

suddenly i slowly sink
into this vast deep sea
i didn't move, nor breath, nor think
about anything besides you
you weren't holding any part of me
yet i felt i was let go
but i wasn't
because you were not mine to begin with