I'm falling apart again...
From the fear that runs in my veins
The fear of the worst
The fear that will make my heart burst
I think things thru 100 times in my head
On how to cure this dread
Try to understand how this fear hurts me
It feels like I'm drowning, I can not breath
It feels like burns to my soul on 3rd degree
Like I'm bout to have a sudden death
All I can do is scream
"Wake me up from this dream!"
A dream where I have so much feelings of sad
But no where to hide and cry, it drives me mad
I cry out for help but no one hears me
I'm bleeding out for help but no one feels me
Nobody really cares, nobody really knows
I don't think you mean to harm me I suppose
But this fear you give me sometimes
Goes on in my head a million times
Twists my thoughts around
It gives me paranoia that brings me down
That this fear cuts me inside
And this fear is losing you