My fears are 1: my father hating me for an actual reason to finally blame me for 2: you hurting me because I don't care about anyone's opinion anymore thanks to you but yours is highly upheld and considered 3: accepting that I don't belong anymore and go to where I do- a place where people aren't visible or heard from anymore unless they left a legacy behind
All you said was that your fears were 1: the unknown which is evident because of your second fear 2: yourself..and what you are capable of