About twenty-nine thousand kids die everyday And I wonder why I was blessed to grow up Why did I get a chance to grow up, In a roulette system of unfavorable odds They let me have a life and tried to say I should thank all my achievements to a god. Don't take the little I earned And say it wasn't mine to earn.
These days aren't all easy, the nights are a blur I found the best friends in people who didn't know who they were Growing up and forgetting to throw up their hands Then defining themselves by jobs, they happened to land ****. Weren't we just kids, can you feel that? Hold on a second, let me take you back.
Remember that time, back in Szumski's basement We spent no time practicing, Mitch on drums, Clark on bass I started singing, no stage, but it felt like a taste Of what our lives would be like making it Every wasted night, not a night felt wasted. Not a night felt wasted. Remember? Pretending we could skate and scooter Even if as the summer's end kept coming sooner We'd never admit we were doomed. To grow up.
We mostly split, seperate ways, that's how life plays Speaking in tenses of old acquaintances, "I'm doing okay." I wonder how often we really are okay when we speak that way. A million thoughts a minute fly through my mind, And if I'm being honest, sometimes, I just miss you guys. In the past six years, I've felt like a failure, a champion, A father, a loser, and all the others in between. If growing up for you has been like it is for me I'm sure you know exactly what I mean.