you have been searching for home for so long, you have endured so many sleepless nights that you have lost sight of what you're looking for. i know all about the weight you carry on your shoulders and in your chest. it makes you feel as if you're about to sink into the earth, yet you still run. from everything you are afraid of, the person you're scared you're becoming. no one is closer to you than that self destruct button you have your finger hovering over. stop running, it's time to rest now, the stars will still be there when you wake.
im trying to write without a filter, let my hands take control, instead of my brain. im trying to tell the truth, and not what just sounds good to others.