Perhaps, I said. But first, there's something I must ask of you.
Wrap one arm across your chest and embrace the shoulder with the scar you hide. With the other, place your hand, ever so gently, on your belly, too soft though you think it is
Whisper now, but not for me, or any other Just for you. Whisper what you've been withholding from yourself these many years
'I love you' and not the you that you pretend to be, or the you you think someone else will love.
The you, that is so delicate and beautiful, a tiger and a lamb. The you who only wants you to notice the way your laughter sounds like sunshine, the you that doesn't understand why you give yourself away to everyone else. The one who loves you most.
'I love you' to the only one that if you truly love, will set you free to chase the wind and drink the rain from the sky with abandon.
Love the you that has suffered by your side with every choice, compelled by fear, that lead you places you knew better than to go, following beautiful creatures into the dark
Please, embrace yourself now, give the love that you deserve, that you've spilled like wine along your path but never sipped.
And when you have, you'll find me out beneath the stars lying in the grass.