Young little bud with thorns they ache. You bleed life in order to grow. I know it hurts to keep yourself closed when you just want to bloom like the rest of them and you can't cause pain as much as you can feel it when you remain wreathed in a shrub and pose in a bright color while everything happens inside of you. You may think there's something wrong with you because you don't get picked by people but not all seeds sprout right after sowing and you may not see the sunlight yet but at least you can feel the morning dew and the world has yet to see you and you have all the world to see so take your time and keep your stem long for even the seasons will wait however long it takes for a young little bud to unfold.