A haptic response Lightly tactile From something as soft as your breathe As gentle as your eye Tracing lines over me Repainting your memories With laughter As I reorient mine To the curvature of your smile We lie back to back Connected Fingers entwined But not carnal unattached With finality I understand that I now no longer seek What you cannot give My purpose made clear To care for your heart From afar As none but I can Because I dowse and define What this means to me With care for myself I carve away these old memories Destroy the internal shrine Free this heart once entombed By my loss and my fear Unbidden, one perfect tear Traces a salt line to my lips To rest in my smile A haptic response The soft flow of breathe Gently tactile Like love undefined
I think I inadvertently freed myself.. not sure at what point this happened, but I'm grateful