I used to look at girls and compare
myself to them
am I prettier than her?
am I fatter than her?
I used to pretend
Paste a fake smile onto my face and walk forward
although I didn't know then
I was really going backwards

Pretend for everyone
You're living a happy life
don't let them think otherwise
but you're not
you're dying inside
or maybe, you're like me
and you're already dead