i woke up
5 am as usual
my mind was open slowly

i awoke
still the same
but
it was like
my eyes couldn't really open
was i still dreaming?
what did i dream about?
nothing

felt different
couldn't feel my feet
the feet that i used to walk you
step by step

couldn't touch my shoulders
the shoulders that you used to
fall back down

couldn't move my fingers
the fingers that you used to touch
and play

but wait

i could still lick my lips
that we used to kiss
imagined it could happen again