I hear the plunking of the rain as I sit alone once again looking through the big window in English as it is pouring the rain. What even is rain? Some say God's tears, others say it's simply science. Maybe it's the tears of the angels looking down at the pitiful world. Maybe it is my feelings poured out in a way I don't control helpless and inconsistent Drip drop, the rain is done, and I'm still sitting alone, over and over again.