I feel sad and I can't explain why. This is what I'm living by. Because I always feel like this. I have handcuffs on my wrists. Depression holds me captive. This is not how I want to live. But do I even want to? I guess I do. But only because I came to this conclusion, that was, I am less afraid of living due to death being so unforgiving.
Keep in mind that I'm sad but it's my own doing, so don't feel pity for me. I wrote this poem so other people might relate, not give me sympathy. :-)