I don't want to live I'd rather slowly waste away This life, it hurts And I often wonder If it's really worth the pain I shut myself off from the world And retreat into my mind Sometimes, I feel the pain Is the only thing keeping me alive
I want to die I want to die more than anything Because they don't call it The easy way out For nothing Sometimes, I grow tired of being strong And I want to climb to the highest cliff And watch myself fall
I'm falling hard And fading fast And I don't want to make it out alive I'm tired of walking blind And shooting straight I just wish my world would dissipate