when you lose someone you can never forget they always mean something someone like a pet they are always there when you need them to be and you wish you could of been down on one knee beg them to stay to keep their life because without them you're left with a knife and you slowly cut yourself to take away the guilt of your friends departure into another realm and as you do this you think to yourself why am I doing this And hurting myself? and so you stop right before you die And save your friends from despair and another entity.