best, would be for me to wait, consider my theme- the scheme, await that inner lyricist to arrive- yet here I go, impatient for the to and fro the rhythm begs at my sight my eyes to paint again the white empty spaces with hieroglyphic symbolism, a pause in space and sanity, whatever comes to mind, and i spin my pedestal around where it ends I do not know, if I fall it won't be the end the beginning is dizzy now, and so I go, off the track path road where no one else has ***** enough to tread all barefoot, ill equipped as I, and I do it with a bitter wry bit of smile irony and hope