a whisper "Goodbye" You walk away leaving me to my dreams my hopes my wandering mind Yet I am still here I'm still standing where you left me on that cold rainy night And sometimes I wish for you to return so you can knock me back down to the dust where I belong but no I'm still here I'm still standing on my golden perch high above you At the top of the hierarchy But it doesn't feel this way I feel lower so why don't you come back and hurt me until I die because that's the only way I'll stay down below you so **** me otherwise I'll remain here on my golden perch Standing So, why not? **** me.