You are standing on a great, grassy field as far as your eyes can see. The ground is firm, there is a peaceful wind in the air gently rustling your hair. This is not what you expected. You had anticipated explosions, yelling, a thud on the wall that sounds like someone's skull is being hit by the house phone! But no, the field is the serene place, the confinement that is childhood. It is an illusion. It never existed.