so easy, the idea of giving up! so near, the thought of it! to think of not writing anymore, to hush this voice of mine, to throw away the goal, to let it all fall down around me. so easy, so there. to let the resistance crumbleβ an option so real, how very simple. how in my reach.
short little thing from ages ago; strange i never published it; still an option, a routine battle (to this day)