Telling myself to smile
Pretending that I am truly fine

Preventing the tears to stream down my face
that is what I do all the time

Can someone figure out that I am not truly fine?
That deep within my heart I'm drowning and tearing apart

'Cause when you ask me,
I'll keep denying the reality

That
I am tearing apart,
I'm drowning,
I'm almost dying,
I lost my motivation,
and
.
.
.
.
I am not fine at all