Maybe it wouldn't feel so hard had you not brought it to the front of my attentions Maybe after too many of the same conversations I can't find it in myself to believe you again Maybe if I act like you and use the same old tired excuse, you'll finally understand how it feels too Maybe this has nothing to do with you or us, and it's all me who keeps on ******* up Maybe I'm just a ***** that doesn't deserve to be in love, who never really knew how to be the loyal one