Why does it feel like I'm not where I belong? Maybe I could be somewhere else where I could never be wrong. My heart beats for you, sometimes I think it beats more for you than yours does for me. I look in the mirror and try to see the person you want me to be. Am I just not enough? Or do I make your life too rough? I just hope you think about me and try not to give up. If I was to run out that door would you chase me with open arms and make my bags hit the floor? I need to know because all my life I've been chasing people who gave up the marathon a long time ago. And a long time ago I told my brain to tell my heart to stop beating so fast for people who leave me in the past. Because I told them...I'm like glass And if you break me your repair is gonna be half ***. You were the type to walk on edges just in case things got too hard you can jump away from the messes. That night I told myself if I had to second guess it then he wasn't the best fit. I wasn't something you can start to explore and decide to call it quits. So I'm saying my goodbyes to you tonight and by the time I wake up I hope I can see the light that the only person I needed to love was me and maybe then everything will turn out right.
- Dear you, From me, I have to escape before it's too late again. - Analysa Marie