Don't expect a person who has been nothing but toxic in your life to turn out being the healthiest thing you think your own doctor would recommend you. Once you allow someone to disrespect you the first time they will just continue disrespecting you simply because they know you will continue to take them back into your forgiving heart. They will take advantage of your love for them, but your tears and your pain means nothing to them but just a game they love to play. Stop allowing yourself to be a contestant in their game because after every round you're going to lose and the only one walking away with the gold is them. You can't change a person who does not wish to be changed. Everyone does not have the same definition of love however when someone genuinely loves you with all their heart and all their soul they will never purposely put you through pain, they will never keep you up at night questioning whether or not you're enough for them. Once you come to terms what real love is I promise you will fall asleep with dreams instead of waking up because of nightmares.

- Analysa Marie