I will never forget my first **** She was young and filled with joy She wore her heart on her sleeve It was short and sweet I looked into her big marble like eyes Then I told her I no longer loved her Her eyes turned cold Everything about us flashed before her eyes Her body became weak and fragile One blink followed by a grimace of pain consumed her smile Her faced sunk into her hands She whispered to herself I knew I wasn't good enough I sat there witnessing a beautiful woman self destruct Looked like a tornado was consuming her thoughts All I wanted was to hear her talk There we sat in silence while she balled her eyes out I stared blankly into her soul Realizing the damage I've done While a sense of relief washed over me Then she looked up at me and was saying anything that came to her mind Why.... I love you.... please give me a chance I sat there feeling loved but I knew I couldn't help her anymore That's when I said I'm sorry and walked away