I threw my hands out the window, reaching for the things that would never be mine. The kiss that you placed upon her cheek with quivering lips, a flower that has begun to grow in beauty through death. Spider web dreams that ensnare your mind to a slow motion play that never ends. Waking up to shades of buttery yellow and hazy blues, searching hands and restless eyes. I tried to grasp the feeling of love, the wordless clench in your chest that couldn’t hope to be explained. The taste of forever that was both sweet and bitter but always left an endless flavor. In the search of all things real, I discovered that I had lost myself to a dream. Of soft lips and delicate roses, silky hands and beautiful eyes. The dream where I could reach forever.