Surely dying to oneself , is a blessing within itself here on earth. For it bring realization of what other people are going through. It allows you to think outside the box, and sometimes it's painful. But it is a commandment from Christ to pick up our Cross. To die to self, everyday that we live on this planet of suffering. It is only getting worst , but the rewards for obeying Christ. Are by far worth, the sacrifices that we are called to do. He brings Miracles to us and through us when we obey him. He transforms us on a daily basis, healing us as well also.