Once again torn apart Unspoken words, like knives, cut out my heart Feeling alone Lost in despair Stripped of my hopes Not that you'd care Big waste of time Confusion at best I learn all the lessons Right after the test I give all I have It's never enough When it's all gone Still I'm the selfish one Tired of crying Fatigued and betrayed So sick of feeling As though I'm not sane Conditional love Conveniently gained Secretly stored And never the same.