I might get depress and hurt, now here on the earth. I might feel sad, lonely, and struggle here on the earth. I might hide, and keep to myself here on the earth. I might feel like, I will lose Christ as my King forever. But in reality I that Christ has saved me and he loves me. In reality, it which part of me that I keep feeding here. In reality , if I keep feeding the Spirit within me , In reality, but if I keep feeding the flesh within me. Then I shall continue to struggle here while I am alive.