hand around stomach, she thinks (this cannot be right) the way his hands feel like they are burning holes in precious porcelain skin she promised she would save, maybe to never give away. the way her fingers begin to web and her mind goes fuzzy and heβs still reaching for her, all bone-finger and finger- bone. maybe this is what it feels like to grow into the ground. feet slide into fertile mud (slides up her legs past veiny thigh purple lines trekking below soft skin) branch explode from arm waist slim to bark eyes rose- petal pink