Negativity swirls around me like the storm outside my door, reminding me of all the things I've told myself before; you aren't good enough or smart enough or worthy enough to make it, everything I've said before to the point where I can't take it. But then a thought appears that subsides all the self hate, it's Francis Chan telling me Isaiah 55:8.
"For My thoughts are not your thoughts and My ways are not your ways.." I criticize myself for the things that God does praise. He sees me in a greater light, knit perfectly together and He loves me for the way I am, in any kind of weather.