Inside there lays a sort of guilt. Insuring that the electric company does their job. The only problem is most nights there is never anything worthwhile watching. I often question the receptacle, the thought of changing cable providers. I thought of saving myself, turning the tv off and going to sleep. But where's the fun in that. Watching colors run frantically across the screen. The flick of a button brings a different hue. A different click of the screen lock checking for notifications, plugging my phone back on the charge. By passing all the channels at least twice before finding a show that fills the 30 minute gap. The hard part of favorite shows is that most time they come on when either there's not enough time. Or someone spoils the ending. Either way here I am looking for something to devote my time. And here I am, seeking Some kind of reassurance that you'll return after the infomercials. My new favorite show. You