and *******, but it’s so strange, y'see, me always trailing behind you in some sort of half-awe, all-daze watching you breathe and grin and do me in always some kinda wonder, at every **** thing that you are.
strange that you don’t seem to be bothered let me come near drift on the edges of your shine (there must be an eclipse out of you and i, just somewhere here)
and so there is me, always just somewhere there unable to catch up but also me thinking, just being there would be enough.