I have slipped of tongue in mouth and spoke of things that have caused doubt And spoke of anger in trying ways I've held to sentences for to many days Peace had never found rest in my mind, or in my spine I have held to strongly to every thing I've ever known Because we all want memories when were old, I know I know, the time it shows. My past is but a story I tell day after day Reliving old patterns and feelings in a stagnant way I've claimed these moments my kingdom And depression is my throne And when you peel my skin back The memories will be present in my bones.