connections filamentary tendrilled spiderey web tied to umbilical cords never severed, snot faced dripping back of hand wiping sniffing, ***** training failures/ can't find me mouth eating habits and a bunch of whining; like time goes in a circle, or a series of concentric circles once expanding now contracting back to where futures bounty is unknown and unexpected, diapers and caretakers slobbering and gibberish, **** how soon it happens. We seem to grow back to where we came.