There's magic Between discomfort and perfection That moment you have faked it Perfect charismatic facade Chatter Feeling Smiles Questions Jokes Oh, the constant conversation Parties Church School Work Family Pretending in its purest from There is a formula for people And I have found it Charming it's called Hell it feels And beautiful they say I'm dying I want to be alone Don't touch me Hugs feel like bad compliments in the dark And talking for hours makes my face hurt Oh, people Why do we do this? Social beings Barely being social That's my game There's my Magic It's a lie