Even though I’m oblivious
And might be more than just an idiot
I’ll spent money, time and life if necessary
But it looks like misfortune seems to favor me
Because I had nothing but life and a little time left
I’m useless,
I can’t say a word,
I can’t hear a word,
I’m only capable of reading moving lips,
Looking how much time of happiness this illness took away from me
Seeing how futile my life have become
I can’t help but cry
I’m just a child longing to be a normal kid
Playing around, helping around, smiling a lot and working hard a lot
I’m hoping to be that kind of kid
Who’s capable of making everyone happy not broken
Although I’m like this
Just like any other human being
I also wish for something
I only wish of one thing
Just this one time,
I want you to say
“Im proud of you”
Even though I may not be able to hear your words
Even though it’s too late
Just for one last time
Before we depart
Make my wish come true
“Please utter my NAME once more”