Being real is hard as opposed to being fake as opposed to being bubbling plastic, mask this look past my plausibility soft body teeth mouth throat eyelashes, heart fake styrofoam empty deserted these eyes are what I have to offer now, these ears If you had reached me earlier, I would've had more to put at your disposal: my devotion my hands my feet my sanity my presence in this day, for this conversation my heart, soul, and chapstick but I've said too much. If you had reached me earlier I swear I would've given you the rib-cage straight out of my chestΒ Β before your lips were halfway open and asking-- I know I would've been in your veins before fall But I can't worry about your veins now, I've opened too many of mine and what I'm trying to say is honey, My heart isn't full enough for me to pour it out to you every night. You know I wish I could