I am a constantly changing tide, feeling one way in one moment and another in the next. I wonder about the stars, burning meteorites that are slowly sizzling out. I hear the clock, a sound of wasted moments in time tick, tick, ticking. I see the good in people no matter whom; human beings do things for a reason wether its love, fear or safety. I want to feel comfortable in my skin and for my brain to be able to come up for air. I am a constantly changing tide, feeling one way in one moment and another in the next.
I pretend to stay calm while inside my mind the whirring windmill keeps turning. I feel the need to be like a flower opening myself up to the suns positivity and blocking out the negatives. I touch the little bird nestled in my chest urging it to fly to freedom. I worry for events that may never happen riding the wave of panic until it dwindles. I cry for moments where I didn’t take the leap, times of fear that limited me. I am a constantly changing tide, feeling one way in one moment and another in the next.
I understand that it won’t always be ok and that during these times the little bird may falter. I say that it’s going to be alright and that this moment shall pass. I dream of the day the little bird finds its wings, finally taking flight. I try to inspire others, teaching them to find their inner birds. I hope to someday inspire others, to make a world of birds free to fly. I am a constantly changing tide, feeling one way in one moment and another in the next.