I'm unsure what's happened
I thought I got better.
But currently I feel,
more worthless then ever.
Sitting alone, feelings are mixed,
Thoughts are crazy, I'm feeling quite sick.
Each option I choose, sings a regret.
I know that I should change my dangerous mindset.
Is not your fault, don't trouble your self.
I'm just troubled ,that I can't find myself help.
The load is so heavy, emotions burst at the seams.
Please have some patience my amazing sunbeam.
Go if you wish, have time to rekindle.
I wish for you to stay whole and not to dwindle.