feel the heat off his cheeks like a love poem brown eyes beating down sinking into mine with a definitive bite.
he smiles while he interrupts our game and i stare up, hands arranging tiles astounded by the sheer kindness of every tiny, comedic, unabashed piece of him.
he looks at me so much laughs so much yells my name as i walk by, hands full.
i want to sit down and read those cheeks like a book my lips scanning every crest kissing eyelids that bless me with that brown, soft look across a table.
he is so perfect so similar to me i can hardly believe i get to look at him hardly believe i get to smile at him in those other-world moments between just he and i so quietly while everything else rages by.
i wrote this a couple weeks ago. today i found out he has a girlfriend. lol life's a shitshow, isn't it