5:32am walk three avenues if you don't catch the M116 bus 6 train 1 stop transfer 4 train 3 stops 10 minute walk deli stop 1 small tea + 1 everything bagel w butter 1 block "good morning" to the security guards she won't make eye contact but she'll smile so let that be something 4 flights of stairs 12 of us in an office for over 6o hours a week holding each other accountable holding each other close