and break yourself into my suffocating skin walk around, feel the demon eyes carving out your back searching for your heart to crunch it in their pretty teeth
look through these tired eyes let them rest on everything you’ve never seen before heavy darkness choking this illuminated world you don’t know what to do because you feel like the world’s just going to go on dragging your carcass along
sleep walking while everyone’s dancing on your body, on your grave because they don’t know that you’re dead
you’re okay, don’t worry tell everyone that because you’re hiding nothing you’re happy on the inside too
but you know no one’s okay because the truth can’t help us until you’re paying money for people to just listen
you’re trying to break out because you hate being me tear off your mind and throw it away you don’t care if you can’t find it later
watch them move and follow them because they don’t like how you do it they’re doing it the right way walk in their line, wait for nothing have their praises as appetizers and gag at their curses like aftertaste
and you’re not them, not like them but you’re just like them because everyone cries when they’re alone and no one’s ever okay unless they try hard and force it into their souls
wanna throw myself away so someone can come and fix me
because i broke myself trying trying to transform into you fitting squares into little round holes and breaking the whole to make it hold it
you’re tired. you’ve had enough. push yourself out slip back into your own skin fit your own head back on
and you still won’t know me.
Reading this when I'm not sad is like watching a video of myself sleeping. : / Anyway, thanks for reading <3