What a joke.

To think that I'd
Ever rank high
On someone's list
Of important things.

I used to.
When it was new
And fresh
And you didn't
Realize
How damaged
I actually am.

And now I'm unsure
If you even
Want to talk to me
At all.

Seeing things that aren't there,
*******.

I just want you to be happy to hear from me,
Happy to see me,
Happy to have me
Around.

I'll never be that
For anyone.