I love you and I'm sorry for everything I said. there were voices all around me, telling me that you shouldn't be with someone like me and, for some reason, I believed them.
I love you and I know this is just another voicemail sent to your phone that there's the chance you'll see my number and decide to just delete it away.
I love you and I'm sorry for all of the stress I caused you. maybe those people were right when they said I didn't deserve you. a soul so kind and precious to this world, I would only dull your shine. I would begin to poison you with every word that came out of my mouth even when it was the honest truth about how you make me feel.
I love you and I'm sorry for being the reason that you don't trust others anymore. I'm sorry for all the times I reached out to touch you and the poison would spread through my fingertips making its way to your heart of gold.
I love you and I know I haven't stopped calling you, but maybe if you answered the phone, we could talk this through. if you don't want to talk to me, I understand.
I love you and days have passed and I've realized that I poisoned you. I'm sorry I didn't warn you ahead of time that my heart has been blackened for far too long. too black to be changed and I only know how to hurt others to keep myself from getting hurt.
I love you and I'm sorry. I don't know how many times I have to say it, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry, I'm sorry.
I love you and I'm sorry for breaking your heart. it was never my intention, but my body's defense doesn't know any other way. I've been broken one too many times that my brain acts for my heart instead. my brain acts out and destroys whatever is closest to me and that just happened to be you. what I didn't realize was that I was breaking my own heart when I broke yours.