This muscle which I speak Often spoke but never emphasized This muscle than often throbs aches often Impatiently selfish Only thinking of itself This steady throb Aches on and on Afraid to sleep in fear of missing the next moment Realizing that reality is much better than the next This muscle which I speak Often spoke but never emphasized A quiet calm that screams loudly Unheard because of fear Being seen as vivid This bright color that laughs in color Not afraid to be itself This muscle which I speak. Continuously patient Waiting to be seen Waiting to be heard Waiting to be felt This muscle which I speak The presence of fascination Otherwise near Fast paced Beating This urgent vulnerability Being needed Being felt From where does this muscle begin to beat it's fastest The answer is quite simple This muscle which I speak Often spoke but never emphasized Beats it's fastest around you