my darkest poems blood letting streams are a kind of ****** fetishy cognitive inventory malformed denizens of the subconscious a well of torments soup of Salmonella the souls gut its cauldron yet not with out lurid enticements and voluptuous supplicants gorgeous like an eight legged woman with beautiful feet drooling **** lips drunk on sacrificial rituals of blood black tongued kisses and hideous contorted pleasures *******
once exquisite archetypes gods and goddesses are now putrefied cellar dwellers moaning in nature bed crypts of rock, stone and engraved sigils
because honest pure desires became fragmentary and are now gimping amputees by legions of primal disappointment
while faces blare in the world like super bright L.E.D.s shinning paths to others our deep self remains patinaed in tears a black box pox with a lock the skeleton key lost in arcane seas
out of utter disgust for those dark crawlers that live within us revealing them selves as anxieties, depressions suicides and myriad quiet despairs we appear undaunted to others and they to us
humanity muffled ticks and splintered sticks
my poems let my demons out
yoo who its me my name is spray snake z with my hooks and cries and dark blood skies
in the misty night i dragged out their earthen coffins legends of the despicable resurrected them fed and loved those darklings had every conceivable union with them their healing, my own
ive sexualized them and found love albeit twisted
to be adored in a hidden embrace i bestow upon you a poetic fantasy while obsession takes hold
bind it not nor let it bind you
My poems remain explorations of the subconscious ****** If i where a film maker or a novelist you would see me telling a story not judge me although i admit to my paraphilias These poems are lunar anamorphic streams of consciousness from the deep chaotic subterranean glitz of transgressive impulses we all share Read them if you dare...You might find that part of yourself that you don't want you to know about