You had made everything forbidden for me. The way I couldn’t witness anybody smiling without recalling your ghostly smile. The way I couldn’t touch anybody without remembering your soft caresses. The way I couldn’t love anybody without thinking back to when I had believed that I had loved one who had deserved such a love as mine. How, you had been so silent, as though you had never yet to love or be loved. You had made everything so forbidden for me.
To Z.K., with all the sadness of my oppressed heart. I will always love you and your forbidden love.