A few months ago you didn't know that I could write or recite like that. My notebook is full of broken masterpieces that fail to come together like contour lines. If my art goes unappreciated, unnoticed, unloved and unpublished then just know that I wrote from the heart. I know that love is a beautiful thing but sometimes I feel like its main intention is to tear me apart. So don’t be too surprised when I tell you that I’m slowly falling to pieces. The ocean in my muse’s eyes reminds me of the colour of the sky and how I want to dive into the depths of who she is. The world has made her feel like an abandoned church but in my eyes she’ll always be a cathedral. She will always be a cathedral and you can say hallelujah or amen to that. We are from the city where jacaranda trees light up the streets with their purple blooms. Went from breaking up, breaking down, breaking through to finally breaking new ground. So even though I’m hurting now I know I’ll eventually be safe and sound when a new season comes around. I’m still fascinated by spring, jacaranda petals and the countless anthologies that Mother Nature continues to write. Reading the lines on a woman’s skins is poetry and too many men are illiterate. So they will never truly understand the fact that liberty begins with literacy. My notebook is full of broken masterpieces that fail to come together like contour lines. Even if my art goes unappreciated, unnoticed, unloved and unpublished I will always write from the heart.
This poem feels as incomplete as my life right now.